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Name: Joanna Birthday: 9/25/1981 Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Theater, reading, writting, RPGIng, making crafts, history, tea I love tea. Tamora Pierce books. A Great and Terrible Beauty books, Harry Potter books. Witch Craft, Tarot Cards, Runes, and herbs. Expertise: Tarot Cards, Teas, History Tamora Pierce books, must and theater. Occupation: Other Industry: Other
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Member Since:
12/11/2005
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| On Sunday I looked up information to get a Student loan in order to go back to school and it said I needed a co sighner. Well my dad kinda already cosighned a loan for me so I could get my car and I really didnt want to ask him for another one. Though I did talk to him about going back to collage.
And yesterday afternoon he surprised me big time! He said that instead of borrowing the money from a bank to go back to school with, I can borrow the money from him and he will take out of his line of credit! I only have to pay him fifty dollars a month for the loan untill my car gets paid for and then its 100$ a month. So I am finally going back to school.
I sighned up for five classes monday through Friday.
I have a reading class Tuesday and Thursday at ten am to 12 A personal online writting class Spanish one on Monday and Wesdsay at ten to 12 A basic drawing class on Tuesdays at 6pm to 9pm because I am thinking about going into a desining class. And I am taking a another Writting class I have to take along with the reading class on Fridays at eight am.
Hehe and the best part about all this is I dont have to get up at five am in the morning no more to go to work! Woot! I can sleep in. I will still be working though a good thirty to forty hours a week. I just have to change my avablitiy. But Joanna is going back to school finally! Yay!
oooh so part two of my prosperity spell I worked a few months ago has taken place. Spells are a wonderful thing! | | |
| Okay, I hate it when the only pair of jeans you have becomes to tight for you. I guess that means I am getting fat and I need to lose some weight. Ofcourse I knew this was gonna happen sooner or later. Or it could be that they are to tight because I just washed them. They fit find the other day. But I think they are just to tight. So I either need to lose wieght or go buy new jeans lol. Or both. *grumbles* The bad thing about working at Mcdonalds is you gain alot of weight. And what i have been eating latly isnt the greatist for me. I need to go on a diet I think. And I need to stop drinking so much mountain dew. And eating so much junk. Time to sit down and make a list of good things to eat. * sighs* I can do this! I can! *cries* | | |
| For once, I can actually say I am bored. lol. I cant hardly ever say that and dispite the fact that I am bored, it is rather nice really. I dont remember when I was last bored.
Today, I went to Ken's house. He was on vaction of course. But my brother wanted to go and make sure the house was still alright and that the pound didnt need to be filtered. He keeps loads of fish in the pond. Ken dose I mean. Then my brother and sister and I went to A&W. The food was alright but we had really shitty survice as usal. I dont think I am going there for a while.
Then I took everything out of my room, and boxed things up I didnt need. Got rid of some furturner but it on shelves in the basement, and vacume my room from bottom to top. It needed it. I needed to clean my room to get rid of all the negitive engeries that builded up through the past year that I have lived here. I guess bad engeries are just something we have to live with. I also rearrange my room too. I like it. And Daniel got the internet working in my room Yeepee! I finally got a computer downstairs in my room that works with the internet. Its Catherine's old one. But hey, it works.
Yesterday, Catherine and I went to Tripple Goddess they where having a fair of foturne tellers and the sort. There was even a meduim there. Her name was Brenda and we talked to her. She told me alot of things that made sense. She said that Catherine and I have been friends through out time. THat makes sense. She said that Catherine has given her life for mine a few times. * shudders* She also said that I wasnt really all together in this world. It sounds strange but I can see where she would say that. And she said I wasnt a human spirit at all but half fairy and half Angel. She sounded so unsure of herself when she told me this. She said she couldnt really discribe it. But that the minute I fell asleep I was gone. And that I bring love and joy to everyone I meet. Which I guess I do. People do seem happy around me and I cant stand it when people cry or are upset. She said that I have a really bad tendacy to run away from things when things get ruff. Which I do. ANd she also said that I've ended up commiting suicide many times in my past lives. One of them I even jumped off a cliff. Which would explain my fasination of cliffs. Brenda told me I've never lived long lives. Usally I plunk out before I am forty.
This I can also see because I have never been able to sit there and think of myself getting old. I've never pictured myself old and gray or even what I was going to be doing when I was old. Nor have I ever really wanted to live a long life. I dont know why. I just, dont really want to be here and I guess its because I am half here and half not. I can feel it too. Always have. Ever since I was little I always dreamed of other worlds and I have always thought I was kinda here and there a little bit of everywhere. She said I was of the air. I just floated in and out. And she thought perhaps the reason why I always plunked out was because I am always half and here and half there. She said I followed Catherine here. LOL. Which i think is funny as hell. And can see myself doing that. Said Catherine kept me stable. That makes sense.. *sighs* So what do I do now?
Well, Brenda said that I am very well loved and well liked at work. Which I know I am. She's the second person to tell me that I was loved and well liked. That I am surrounded by love and she is not the only person who has told me that i bring nothing but joy and love and happiness to people. Which that makes me happy. Because thats what I like to do if I can.
I also got a past life reading done by a woman named Willow. She was also pretty nice. Though I liked Brenda better. Willow told me I was a person who had delt with alot of money. And because I had delt with alot of money in this certain past life, that it had detached me from the emotional human acceptc. Basicaly I became kinda like Scrooge from A Christmas Carol. She said that i just took money from people without thinking that money was what kept people alive and going. That other people needed money to live as well.
And last weekand I got a tarot card reading done by Dawn. I've needed a tarot card reading done for a while. The cards said I was well loved and surrounded by joy. That there was a big change comming but that I was preparing myself for it very well. They also said that I was the type of person where you take me as I am and I can handle sitatuions as I like to handle them. They also said that there may be a possible lover comming into my life and that I may even marry him. Weee. I could use a boyfriend. The cards also said I was comfortble with my current situation yet I felt trapped at the same time. And you know I really do. It is so hard being a Witch and living with a Bible Thumper Relgious Christian. Though dont get me wrong, I've nothing agaisnt Christians or Bible Thumpers. I just wish they would open their eyes up a little bit and get their noises out of the bible. I love my daddy very much.
Currently I am reading a book called I, Coriander by Sally Gardner. Its about a girl who falls into a fairy tale. Or so I can tell so far. Granted I am not very far into the book. But so far I love it and think I will finish it fairly quickly. Its a short book. I love thoes books. Though to me a short book is under 300 pages lol.
Whew, well I guess I am not bored anymore. Thank the goddess. | | |
| gee for someone who loves fairy tales and such I am surprised I have
never heard Wicked before. Have never read it or seen it. I wish I
could see it now and i want to read the book really bad. It seems like
a really good show. I downloaded the cd the other day. You know I
suppose this sounds bad but I really do seem to have that small soft
spot for the wicked witch of the west in the story. Glinda always
bothered me anyway lol. And I can relate a little to the wicked witch's
character. *sighs* Always being a misfit. Tired of going by the rules.
Trying to please those who can not be please. Yes oh yes I can see
where that would turn a person finaly against everything. One can only
take so much. But.. luckly its just a story and well for me anyway, I'm
not interly up to giving into evil yet lol and hope I never do. | | |
| I dont have much time to update. Have to get going for work. *streaches
and yawns* Of which I am not looking forward too. I wish I could make
money and stay at home. Make crafts and sell them or something. Lots of
people do that. But then you have to have money to start up a buisness
like that. I dont have money. Not even enough to fix my car. * pouts* | | |
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